best friend

Assalamualaikum

lama dah rasanya tak menulis... rindu

saje bukak blog sebab nak meluahkan perasaan. so today topic is about a best friend. A quote said that a girl can live well without a boy, but she can't live well without a best friend, right? maybe this is not applied to all girl, but i believe that most of us (girl) at least have our own and a very trusted girlfriend.

ya, i have one too. cuma recently dia ada rapat dengan orang lain. admit it, at first i don't mind at all, sikit pun tak jealous. but after a while, i get annoyed and then i realized i started to get jealous of their friendship. 

she keep telling me on how good their friendship is, and maybe she want me to know i am not the only one that she can rely on. dia berjaya buat aku berfikir how pathetic i am to be jealous with their friendship and then i made a decision to be professional and try to accept that everyone have their right to be a friend to anybody. alhamdulillah it works and i started to accept that fact.

walaupun dah terima kadang2 tu ada juga la rasa annoying bila tgk diorang berdua, tapi tu la ajet2 cool je la. you know girls punya friendship ni lagi complicated daripada u punya lovey-dovey relationship. feeling dia lagi crushing daripada putus cinta tau. haha 

cuma aku harap aku ni jangan la sampai putus kawan sebab jeles. macam mana pun dia still seorang kawan yg baik walaupun kadang2 dia menunjuk sikit yg dia ada kawan baik lain. huuhuhuhu. why la perlu menunjuk. annoying tau. 

psycho ke ek kalau aku rasa mcm ni? mesti orang lain yg baca mcm,,, hek eleh pompuan ni itu pun kesah, cari je la kawan lain. ke tak? hahaha  

apaper je la bye. huhu

happines is?

Assalamualaikum 

Hai kamu, bagaimana kamu mendefinisikan bahagia?

Setiap orang kat dunia ni ada pelbagai definisi bahagia. Setiap kita ada sebab tersendiri mengapa ia membuat kita bahagia kan. 

Ada manusia peroleh bahagia saat melakukan kemaksiatan. Nauzubillah!

Semoga kita semua peroleh bahagia melalui cara yang halal dan diredhai-Nya. Amiin!

Bagi aku, bahagia bila aku dapat buku novel+masa lapang+tiada gangguan. ni lah kemuncak kebahagiaan aku.

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hmm apa ni?  kenapa mengarut sangat ni tetiba kan nak cerita pasal ni?

 sebab less than 5 days before my big exam. huhu. penat ngadap buku, nota, mengadap segala macam sumber ilmiah. duduk dengan kawan pun topik exam je. time2 mcm ni lah rasa nak sangat2 masa free nak baca novel nak baca novel nak baca novel!! gedik sangat hehehe. 

may Allah ease me and friends. bismillahi tawakkaltu alallah. robbi yassir wala tu assir. 

my first time in labour room!

alhamdulillah

minggu ni rotation untuk group aku ke labour-room (bilik bersalin)

pertama kali seumur hidup ni, aku lihat dengan mata kepala sendiri kelahiran bayi secara live di labour room.

mashaAllah,
kuatnya seorang ibu itu untuk anaknya.
bahagianya saat ibu itu tersenyum melihat anaknya.
terharunya hati saat melihat ayah meng-azan-kan anaknya.

melahirkan itu perit. sakit.

terima kasih ibu,emak,mama,mummy,ummi,ma,amma.

i miss my home.
i miss you mum.
i miss u dad.

GADUH LAGI

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah dah masuk clinical year, now is the second posting and it is nearly end,

Next week is the end post exam for fifth semester, O Allah, please make it easy for me and my friends :)

so, lagi dekat nak exam everybody is stressed out!!

over littlest smallest simplest thing pun boleh bagi gaduh.

so why this happen? at first i thought that is really simple and nobody gonna get mad. And i was wrong. Few moments later, everybody is showing  their anger.

few days after, again, i thought its already end, but still no.

aigoo nak exam kalau boleh tak mahu lah gaduh2 tak mahu masam2 muka, but masing2 act like a child. where is your maturity and professionalism?

at least, as a friend. to be precise as a groupmate , or more precise as a housemate? roommate? why ? why is this happening?

huhuhuhu

i boleh tgk je. nak nasihat pn x berani, masing2 mcm nk cakar je muka i bila bersuara

ALIM

Assalamualaikum

Hai, hidup ni biarlah kita berpijak di realiti.
Kita manusia mmg pendosa. terima hakikat kita pendosa.
Jadi bila kita pendosa kita perlu buat apa?
Taubat.
yes!!!

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Aku selalu tertipu dgn ketenangan wajah dia.
i really thought dia baik and alim. hahah
oh tapi dia mmg baik n alim,
 cuma salah dia ade buah hati n pergi keluar date bersama.

lama aku pendam perasaan seorang,
bila aku pandang muka dia,
dalam otak, neuron bersambung2 mengatakan,
Yeah he is the one yang akan lulus interview with my mom.
konon nanti kalau habis belajar dia single,
takpe biar aku lamar dia,

Walaupun aku yang perempuan!
Walaupun dia yang lelaki.

tapi semalam a friend of a friend tercerita tentang dia.
ada girlfriend rupanya and dating juga.

how sad?

move on lagi.